New start I need to improve my English!!!

judy's notebook entry: Sep 27, 2010 很多时候我们都不知道自己应该做些什么，自己适合什么。闲暇时，我们会感叹生活的无趣；忙碌时，我们会抱怨生活的劳累。或许我们还小，但是我们不可能一直这样到老。迷茫是暂时的，因为我们一直在成长。

How to improve our oral English?

some kind of feeling I often think that I am excellent, because I think I am a little pretty and talented. But sometimes I look down upon myself. I dont't know the reason. Maybe it's just because I meet more excellent people. In the past, I was an outstanding host and I had acted as a monitor for six years. I think I am born a host, because I can handle the sudden case on the stage.But when I enter my university, I find everything is changed. There are so many excellent people with a beatiful voice and a slim figure. So I become self-contemptuous.I always think I have read a lot of books and communicate with different people,so there is no need to feel self-contemptuous. But the world is full of chanlleges, I must go on without any hesitation.Fighting for my future.