some kind of feeling I often think that I am excellent, because I think I am a little pretty and talented. But sometimes I look down upon myself. I dont't know the reason. Maybe it's just because I meet more excellent people. In the past, I was an outstanding host and I had acted as a monitor for six years. I think I am born a host, because I can handle the sudden case on the stage.But when I enter my university, I find everything is changed. There are so many excellent people with a beatiful voice and a slim figure. So I become self-contemptuous.I always think I have read a lot of books and communicate with different people,so there is no need to feel self-contemptuous. But the world is full of chanlleges, I must go on without any hesitation.Fighting for my future.