how to deal with lonely
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Feeling lonely isn't rare in our daily life. Though it is considered disconfortable, learning how to cope with this feeling is the essential class in our life. I used to be obsess by the situation when my fmaily were all outside and leaving me alone in home. My father works in China and my mom who is a nurse often comes back home from hospice at midnight. The only one person who accompanied me was my older sister. Whereas, instead of staying at home, she lives in dorm for studying college. I am good at cooking, so I can cook several dishes including western and Chinese cuisine; however, even if I cook the most dilicious food in the world, there was no one can enjoy them with me. Staring the table fulled with various dishes, at that moment, it seemed like the scene gave me an alarm finding out that I hadn't dare to face the lonely feeling in my heart. That night, I told to myself, " Mom and Dad have their difficulty, but what I can do is taking good care of myself, not lettinf them worried."
I tried to devert my mind from descending in negative mood by doing something, such as studying, reading novels and playing the violin. Playing the violin always can smooth my emotion. While immersiving myself in music, I feel peaceful and all the fear of being lonely disappears as soon as I see colorful notes flying in the room. The snack, a character in the bestseller, "Little Princess" says " Even if in crowd, you will feel lonly." I think the feeling that I concern I will be abanded, be forgotten isn't because we are physically alone, but it is due to the void of my inner space.To fix the empity inner space, I write diary aspecially whem my mood is dowm to the bottom. Writing helps me organize my thought while using positive sentences can chree me up. With these methods elaborated above, now I can deal with my lonely feeling better than I used to do ane I realized that there are some certain problems that can be over come only by ourselves.