why there are so many abnormal people online Because I just begin to chat with foreigners online, I feel fresh and excitement. Thanks to the first person I met.He is very nice and kind. But we haven't chatted long as he is so popular that so many e-friends are waiting for chatting with him.Then I began to find others, some are good too and I am addictive in chatting with the same person. However it does not last long because the excitement in the end will pass gradually. Then I become calm down and keep chatting with new friends. In recent days, I am unluky because I meet a very ugly man.First he finds my Skpye ID(I do not know how he gets it),then without my permission,he make a video invitation. I do not know who he is, I thought maybe he is my friend and I accepted. When I openned webcam, I feel regretful and shut down quickly because the scene makes me sick. Now I still feel uncomfortable and did not have lunch very well.Maybe my passion on chatting with foreigners is being decreasing.

passion is true love? I still do not know what is true love, maybe it is because of my young age that I have no chance to experience too much.But love is so wonderful that people from all over the world can not resist the desire to pursue. But how can we distinguish passion from true love? I think only time can prove. I always heard many love stories that can not last long around me. At the beginning, both of 2 persons have a strong feeling to each other, but as time gose by,the feeling disappear slowly and silently thus finally they seperate. So the ordinary life has faded their emotion away and they start to miss the life alone.I quite agree with a sentence: to love is easy but hard to get along well. Human beings are gready and never know how to cherish, they will make every endeavor to purchase what they want(sth or sth), but after getting those , they are lazy to value them all. If it is just a matter of something, it is ok because subjects are not alive. But if it it a person who has emotions, that hurt will never forget. That is why so many people get hurt when purchasing true love. I did meet someone who has feelings to me, but always it does not last long. I begin to doubt whether I can meet someone who can always stay with me and love each other forever. Maybe it is impossible, I just a member of common people, no speciality,no charming appearance,no money……the only I have is innocent and honesty heart. I never expect such kind of lucky thing falls on me. So do not incur me if you have no confidence to accept my true heart. Do not hurt me.