I Watched A Movie Elio told Oliver that his mother had read a French romance to him and his father in a power cut night. A young knight found he fell in love with a princess, and he didn't know whether he should tell the princess or just go die.

Elio probed Oliver carefully. Oliver asked why he told this to him. Elio said he thought Oliver should know. Oliver questioned that. Then Elio said " I want you to know." He said that thrice. More and more lightly. But Oliver changed the subject. He told Elio they shouldn't talk about this.

And then, they rode away together.

I was so moved by this scene. I hope that I can act as Elio. To face my true feeling frankly, and do not fear of being refused or despied. And I think if I want to do this, I should acknowledge myself rightly at first. Do not look myself down nor protect myself to much. Just treat myself as one creature in this world and any frustration is common.

Even if I'm turned down, I should face it naturally. There's nothing ashamed. Each person has his or her in the world, and if I can find my place and place myself well, I will get the feeling of security, and have the courage to do what I want to do.

Good education should teach us this. But no, education has let ue down.

But it might have started way later than i think without my noticing anything at all In the sentence: "But it might have started way later than i think without my noticing anything at all", why there is a "way" here? Is there any difference between "it might have started later" and this? And is there any difference between "without my noticing anything at all" and "without my notice of anything at all"? Or it's just a matter of habit?

After my exam Finally i finished my exam and i didn't feel as bad as i thought. Instead, i felt there's some hope for me to attend xxx. But i should work harder. I should spend more time in reading. That's not hard for me. I think i can achieve this. And i will be a better person step by step.

I met li xx and another boy whose name i have forgotten on the bus. Li xx is still that kind of person who want to prove he is very clever. I don't like him. But i can feel that he treats me as the seldom person who walks on the same street with him. No, i am not like him. The only one from that school i hope to meet again is Bear-Z. But there is few connection between us. I will never meet him again. That makes me really sad.