Yesterday I´m at home because of the lockdown. I´m going to my grandmother's house tomorrow. I started a new book the day before yesterday. The title of the book is “La Peste“ form Albert Camus. It´s a story about a disease that arises in a city called “Orán”. The disease is similar to the Bubonic plague. Rieux is a doctor that in the beginning don´t believe the disease is a pandemic. But after his opinion changes and said that the precautions taken aren´t enough. Cottard is another character. He made a suicide intent. But he after regrets his intent. It´s a mysterious character to the eyes of Dr. Rieux. He has asked Dr. Rieux help to learn to express his ideas better. Cottard wants to write a book. I enjoy reading about this history. I think fit well with the pandemic situation in the world.

My sexuality 2 I have never kissed a woman. For that reason have considered open a Tinder account to try to have a girlfriend. Of any form, I don´t pretend to cheat any girl. Although I should occult I have had sexual intercourse with men because that could be interpreted as I don´t have really interested in women and I just want to experiment with them. Although I just want to know if I can be excited by them. Because of my unique fountain of pleasure, now I have alone, have been the masturbation. And I have used the pornographic material. I see gay porn. This material really burns me. But I remember that before having any sexual intercourse with men I had sexual attraction for women. I really found the women pretties and desirable. But after my experiences, I don´t look at them as before. I found her attractive yet. But it´s different. My woman friend tells me to try to have a relationship not very serious for clear my doubts.

My sexuality I went with my mother to my grandmother´s house. My grandma gave me a bag of the thing I have to carry back to the house of my mom. I live in a latin country. It´s a normal thing that person of my age have a strong link with the family and especially between mom and son. It´s a society with the idea that mother only have one, and father could be anyone. I live with my mom. I don´t have a relationship with my father, because he doesn´t live in the same house. I believe that my mother never married him in fact. My sexual life is complex. I believe I'm gay. But really I don´t want to be so. I have I friend that say me I could have Asperger's syndrome, but I don´t believe. Because I made a test to prove it. I just obtained that I could have autistic tendencies. I have few friends. The last Friday I have a physic exam. The exam was about inductance, autoinductance, circuits RL, circuits RC, circuits RLC. The exam was divided into three parts. The first part was confirmed by 5 simple selection question. With a value of 2 points each one. The exam had a corrector factor, where each incorrect answer from that section quit you 0.5 points from the total. The other 20 points of the exams were divided into two problems. The first problem about RCL circuits. And the other problem about inductance and autoinductance. With an RL circuit too. I believed I have two incorrect answers in the simple selection part. Because I compared the answer with two partners I know. I know one because he offered me his number to pass me a class via WhatsApp. And the other because of we have assisted together in a physic course before. He asks me for my number, but I don´t have received any message of him yet. I just have a female friend. I tell her about my sexuality sometimes. My last try to have a relationship was around a week. Franco was a two years greater than me guy. He likes me. But I don´t want to have anything with him because I don´t consider to have my sexual identity defined yet. I prefer don´t have sexual intercourse anymore because I know that I have that this probably would be with a man. I know the existence of Grindr. But I eliminated the app recently for considering it temptress. I should say I have had sexual intercourse with men. For this reason, I have some confused now. In special for a relationship that was more than only sex. But I have considered now that I can´t be gay. Of any form, I don´t have the opportunity to experiment with a woman.

My day yesterday Hi everyone. I want to write that I made yesterday. Please tell me about any error. My goal is to sound natural. Well. I did make exercise. I read three capthers of Wuthering Heights. It´s a interesting history. Heathcliff it´s like a wolfe. He is a vengative man. He don´t gain the love of anybody. Cataline is a pretty woman who is married with Linton, a weak man that doesn´t love to Cataline. Linton is the Heathcliff´s son. The father of Cataline died in some Capther. The mother of Cataline was loved by Heathcliff, but she married with Eduard Linton and not with him. Sorry for the spoiler of the history. I played three match of chess. My ELO is slow, but I want to improve my game (1020). I play on chess.com, that is a great website to play chess. In this page you can find explanations for improve your game. I read too some chapters of "The art of thinking clearly". This book is great if you like to know some cognitives errors. I´ll finish "Wuthering Heights" today. Thankyou of beforehand.

Yesterday I went with a friend to a shopping mall. He waited me in the fair (food). I delay too much to arrive.When I arrived he say me that I delay so much. I delay beacuse I needed to get money to pay the transport. Then I went to a ATM. My godfather knocked the door when I was geting out. He gave me his hamster for to look after it. That too delay me a few. The bus delay to begin the route. We went to the last floor, that is were the cinema is. He saw that the entry for the next movie would be two hour after. We bought the tickets for "The dark tower" film. It was a interesting film. We walked around the shopping mall while we waiting for the begin. He told me that today he is going to go out with a friend. I wrote to Daniel to go out to the park. I want to make exercise. We can do it in the park. I read a chapter of "Wuthering Heights", a Emily Brontë´s book. In the chapter a ghost appeared in the dream of the guest. The guest discovered himself screaming when he wake up.

My day today Today I woke too late because I got to the bed too late too. I read the chapter IX of "Diez negritos", a Agatha Christie´s book. The chapter spoke about the death of the characters in the book, and the judge recognised the necessity of to be careful. I need to make some exercise because I didn´t make the last week. I ate a "arepa" and and two sandwiches. I going to go out with a friend tomorrow. My friend Daniel finished his week of job. He is a voluntary fireman. I went to the cinema the last week. I saw the Wonder Woman film. I like it. I started to write in wattpad, a web page that let you write histories and publish it.