My sexuality I went with my mother to my grandmother´s house. My grandma gave me a bag of the thing I have to carry back to the house of my mom. I live in a latin country. It´s a normal thing that person of my age have a strong link with the family and especially between mom and son. It´s a society with the idea that mother only have one, and father could be anyone. I live with my mom. I don´t have a relationship with my father, because he doesn´t live in the same house. I believe that my mother never married him in fact. My sexual life is complex. I believe I'm gay. But really I don´t want to be so. I have I friend that say me I could have Asperger's syndrome, but I don´t believe. Because I made a test to prove it. I just obtained that I could have autistic tendencies. I have few friends. The last Friday I have a physic exam. The exam was about inductance, autoinductance, circuits RL, circuits RC, circuits RLC. The exam was divided into three parts. The first part was confirmed by 5 simple selection question. With a value of 2 points each one. The exam had a corrector factor, where each incorrect answer from that section quit you 0.5 points from the total. The other 20 points of the exams were divided into two problems. The first problem about RCL circuits. And the other problem about inductance and autoinductance. With an RL circuit too. I believed I have two incorrect answers in the simple selection part. Because I compared the answer with two partners I know. I know one because he offered me his number to pass me a class via WhatsApp. And the other because of we have assisted together in a physic course before. He asks me for my number, but I don´t have received any message of him yet. I just have a female friend. I tell her about my sexuality sometimes. My last try to have a relationship was around a week. Franco was a two years greater than me guy. He likes me. But I don´t want to have anything with him because I don´t consider to have my sexual identity defined yet. I prefer don´t have sexual intercourse anymore because I know that I have that this probably would be with a man. I know the existence of Grindr. But I eliminated the app recently for considering it temptress. I should say I have had sexual intercourse with men. For this reason, I have some confused now. In special for a relationship that was more than only sex. But I have considered now that I can´t be gay. Of any form, I don´t have the opportunity to experiment with a woman.