A luxury choice A car is an important part of human identity. Especially in Russia. People buy cars to show their lifestyle, ambitions, and desires. Not rarely, a car becomes the better version of an owner. All the time, we can see "ordinary guys" in "extraordinary cars". Last weekend I saw the biggest jeep in my life. It was the very big and costly car. The owner was an average middle-aged man. He wore T-shirt, sandals and summer shorts. He sat in this big car. I thought what's wrong with you? Why did you spend a lot of money to buy it? It's unbelievable expensive and maybe it's not a better way for investing. This question pops up all the time when I see a disharmony relationship between a car and an owner. When I see an overweight guy in a sports car or an old man in a fast supercar. Why did you choose it? Last weekend I found an answer. I believed, some people wanted to be cool. They desired to be strong and confident, but they couldn't. It's hard and riskily. That's why they bought new cars which instead of them had necessary qualities. It gave them feelings like I'm cool like my car. The cold truth is they aren't. Things, no matter, how much they cost, never change ourselves. We always make a luxury choice between costly things and costly life. I wish to see more remarkable lives around me, not things.

Driving and trusting I remember clearly my first driving lesson. It was on a long and narrow road, my teacher asked me to change seats and after that said: "Go". I couldn't. I explained to him that it was a really bad idea for different reasons. There were many cars and the road was so narrow, but he asked to trust him. I couldn't. This day I failed a task. I had many insights and thoughts when I was learning how to drive. One thought replaced another. Suddenly, I paid attention to bus drivers which I didn't notice before. They were my superheroes who weren't cowards like me. I admired average drivers who understood the rules of this road world. They were my heroes too. After all, I become part of it and lost my superheroes. Instead of them, I started to divide people unpolite or impolite drivers. It was more than just lessons of driving. At that time, I realized that I couldn't really trust people. I needed to feel that I took control of a situation. It was my way to felt safety. It was really a bad way. Many years I was using this "untrusted principle" and who know how long it would be continued. The driving lesson helped me understand that good learning without deep trusting didn't exist. If I want to make a progress I should relax and believe a man who wants to share his knowledge with me.

La maratona Mi piace fare jogging. Ogni giorni mi alzo la presto mattina e faccio jogging per due ore. Ieri ho deciso di participare alla maratona. La maratona sarà il agosto. Devo preparare per la maratona molta bene.

L'autunno Oggi non voglio uscire di casa perche il tempo di una finestra è brutto. Del finestra guardo il vento, la piogga e la nebbia. Talvolta mi sembro che vivo non la Russia, ma l'Inglese. Il minimo ho il tempo inglese. Ma devo uscire per comprare per cucinare. Il mio desiderio mangiare in questa volta vincono la mia pigrizia. Peccato che quest'anno non c'e il bello tempo e adesso già è l'autunno. Le mie vestite estivo si appendano in in armadio. Adesso devo vestirmi caldo perche le persone in vie vestono le sciarpe, i maglioni, i cappotti. In questi giorni dell'autunno voglio deve il tè dolce e guardare i film.