I think I'm going mad

Ummm from As of this year, I'm always nervous and worrying about something about it. I just feel like my life is losing it's purpose  losing purpose of my life. Work, and come back home, and meaningless weekends, again and again. :(

What happened to me? It's the first time ever that I feel like this.

Great writing! 

My Love, Don't Cross That River

The movie, named 'My love, Don't cross that river', was on the air last night as it was programmed as a special show for the Lunar New Year holidays. This movie has been highly recommended by critics since it was released in 2014. This documentary film spotlighted an old couple's life in a countryside. They have 3 sons and 3 daughters-The relationship between them often began to be agitated as soon as the old couple were not in a good shape. The siblings sparred with words, which has not paid off but wounded each other. The first daughter told the oldest brother that he is so irresponsible that he haven't hasn't done anything for his parents. She thinks he is just a beneficiary of the peace of the family, but he never wanted to be a contributor to it. She said, her brother just wanted them to respect him, but she could only in case when he would be respectable. The oldest brother got really upset with her, so he straight out said, 'What the hell is wrong with you?' Their parents shedded hidden tears, blaming themselves for their children’s disagreement. They thought (no comma) this conflict had been caused by their being still alive, but a little bit too sick.
The old couple was left had little time left. The old woman thought, it would be wise to clean up her husband’s traces before he has passed away. She took him to the hospital because he seemed to catch a cold. The doctor said any medicine would not work on him at all because he was too old. All they could do was make him comfortable at his house for the rest of his lifetime. The harder the old man coughed, the worse her his wife felt, seeing him suffered. The old man didn’t want other people to have sympathy with for him. He fulfilled his life lived a full life, his children has had brought out pleasure to him pleasure, and above all, he would be with her his wife until he has been dead his death. Though However, it’s unlikely that she could proceed to the next period of her life with inner peace after he has died.

dinner time

It's dinner time, but I can't eat because I'm not hungry.

Nightcap now

Tomorrow is a public holiday called National Foundation Day in Japan, so I am enjoying a nightcap now. I usually drink sweet potato shochu or shochu highballs. My favorite flavor of shochu highball is a plum and oolong tea. By the way, my garden's buds of weeping plum  weeping plum buds got bigger. I will try to check it  them tomorrow.

Your writing is awesome! Just a few pointers:

1. You must state that it is a public holiday. You could also say," Tomorrow is Foundation Day in Japan."

2. National Foundation Day is a holiday, a proper noun, which requires capitalization.

3. You don't drink just one sochu highball in your entire life, you drink many of them, so you need to pluralise this noun.

4. Keep it simple.

5. You have many weeping plum buds, so you need to use 'them' instead of 'it' for a singular noun.

Keep up the great work!

Write about finding a job.
Most of Taiwan's college students who find exactly completely (word choice is strange) different jobs from than their majority major after graduated graduation (or: after graduating from school). And this is also coming to me my case/ my situation.

I've studied Design for almost 7 years.
I thought drawing is was design, and nobody  tells told me that is they are totally different things, so I spent 7 years creating or drawing something but I want wanted (you are speaking in the past tense already) to quite quit after I graduate. This is gonna killing me if my parents knew it. My parents would kill me if they knew.
In Taiwan, design is has a low salary, and is a badly treated job. Most of bosses don't take it seriously. In other words, if you are not rich or have enough enthusiasm with it for it, please find another job.

How What do you think of design ? How much will you pay for a good Design ?

thank you for reading and responding. ( if you want to learn Chinese, pick me! :)) )

Tagebuch

Tagebuch
23.08.2015
Gestern habe ich ein Frim Film gesehen. Ich habe bin (weil ihr seid von einem Ort zu einen aderen Ort bewegen)  mit meine Freunden ins Kino gegangen. Wir haben plötzlich entschieden, um ein Film zu sehen. Also haben hatten (vergangenheit) wir nicht genug Zeit, um rechtzeitig ins Kino zu ankommen anzukommen. Wir haben sind 10 Minuten zu spät als beginnt Kino gekommen, aber eine Publicrelations hat sehr lang. Wir konnte ganzes Frim sehen haben. Aber ich denke, das Frim ist freudeleer. Ich bin mich enttäuschen enttäuscht.

一个很混乱的一天

今天就是周五。 什么意思？ 毫无疑问是喝酒， 鬼魂哈哈。 我跟两个哥们健身后就去他们之一的家玩。

过了一会另两个朋友们过来，跟我们开始喝点。 我们喝着喝着， 聊着聊着， 直到发生了一个问题值为。。 我有一个比较笨的朋友， 挺喜欢抽烟。 不过， 有的时候抽个普通烟就不足他 - 需要得更厉害的效果， 所以， 他也一般用一个水管为了抽烟草。 我跟你讲， 我们关于这歌从来没有什么抱怨， 但是这次我都决定好该档他做这件事 - 就是损害他的健康。

他喝光了一管酒后就吧要是刺了一些小洞在管上， 为了用酒管抽烟。 我们都认为这太过分了， 太搞笑了。 我个人就告诉他该不这样做， 可他不理我。 好吧，你自己的决定， 兄弟。 接下来当他吧管凑到嘴上， 我另一个朋友过去他， 就抓他的抱着管的手， 迫了到下， 摇着头说： “停了。 这个不行。” 不过他拒绝了， 继续把管凑到嘴巴。 结果我哥们吧管打出来了。 然后呢？ 我的想抽烟的朋友就冲床他的头。 一个争吵就开始了。

看着这个比较搞笑。。直到他们碰到了我朋友家的电视值为。 此时我就干预在他们俩之间， 但是我不得不承认， 虽然我个人比较大， 抑制了连个打伙子不太容易。 最终， 我们都被我住在那的哥们赶走了， 回家。 真的是一个混乱的一天。。