Am I Getting Around to It?

Please correct it :)


Finally find time to write something on my blog seems to be my very basic excuse It's an excuse that I need to find time to write something on my blog. I've been thinking about writing something to do that for a long time but I'v always had a doubts about doing so that I could make it. I realize that I'm a bad writer. The worst thing is that I can't write something good even in my native language. It's My writing will always be bad if I never try to write anything any, so I decided to force myself to sit down and make something from scratch. This... is my first "piece" ever. It's not because I like to spin a yarn about my life or to show nor even showing off my poor writing skills on purpose. Trust me, there's nothing about myself I should be proud of me should be proud of. I'm not good at English either, especially since my major is German Language. It feels like most <em></em>of the stuff I've learned about in English have already been buried away. (See, I'm the type of girl who likes to make up excuses to defend herself myself.) That would mean that I'm trying to improve --not actually improve, it's more like achieve-- the better best knowledge in of writing, especially in foreign languages. I just don't want to memorize many grammar rules but then I never spend anytime actually using English to communicate in on a daily basis either. I bet That is utterly pointless. I feel uneasy because of for it.

Due to lack of knowledge, I hardly have a clue about of publishing great blog posts. It's simply because I never get used to reading books, I guess, which is absolutely important, such as the most as said in this very famous quote, "Books are a window to the world." And also, I spend most of my time just kicking my feet up back at home so there's nothing good that pops into my head worth to be written down.

Aww! Cheer up! If you think you need to read more books, read more books. If you think you're a bad writer keep practicing. Just keep working hard and don't give in to laziness! Good luck!

My close friend <3

I have an outstanding friend who always stands by me, and understands me. We have been friends in for 15 years and I'm sure that our friendship is will last forever.
She is a pretty girl. She is tall and has a great voice. She is friendly, kind and sensitive. We grew up together. We always share everything with each other. When I cooked would bake cakes or cook meals, I would called her and she was would be willing to walk 4 km to eat them with me. We used to go to school on an electric bike and go everywhere we could view and chat about everything in our life. She is very important for to me as I am to her and opposite. Nobody can replace her in my life.
Although she is living far away from me, but it's not problem.
I wish the best things for her the best.

Please, correct my mistakes anyone

This morning the time had come for us to begin our last trek to reach and we began the last part of our way to the Shadow lake. We must need to walk some miles for this. There are Our allies will join us near this the lake.
"How much time do we have?" Asked Iron Dancer.
"At about 7 o'clock their spaceship will be flying over a surface of water." I replied. I
"It's meaning' that we can to This means that we can't walk slowly!" Said Den.
"We must reach arrived the Shadow Lake very quickly. Because We lose some time, if the enemy knows, what we are do- The enemy will know what we are doing if we waste any time." Answered I.
"Why?"
"Why!?" Squeaked I, tired of stupid questions, "because Goomey's Army wants to can to attack us."
When the sun was high in the sky, we (was?) going were walking in a forest. We needed to cross this forest, in order to for arrive to reach Shadow lake. For the first time of our way during our journey, I was joyful.
(Sometimes Den was funny, but a chuckle and a joy - it's some different things. (I don't understand this sentence.)) While Den and Iron Dancer were talking about something, my soul began was begining to sing any a song: "In the town, where I was born, lived a man, who sailed to sea! And he told us of his life..."
That moment was At that moment something bad happened. A terrible sound came to us There are many monsters were flying over the forrest We heard a terrible sound and we saw many monsters flying over the forest.
To be continued

What is the ultimite cost?

greetings from Ukraine ;)

Today I'm making another entry in my journal. ;) I'm quite happy to say that today I didn't do much. I didn't study English a lot completely, because I'm sick of this stupid language (no offense).

But I've decided to do a little bit of writing prictice, just for fun and to enjoy myself. So, here I go...

So I'm going to write about a quote from part of Tony Robbins' program, called 'Personal Power'. Not really a part, but the sentece that I heard. The quote sentence is this - "What is the price of NOT challenging yourself. What would it cost you, if you don't Decide?"

In that program tape, he's referring to basic activities, like losing weight, stopping smoking, getting a girlfriend or boyfriend that you're we're attracted to.. His idea is that people always have to deal with only 2 things, and they are pain and pleasure.

1) People need to avoid pain (that's obvious)
2) People want to experience pleasure...

So I want to use my personal an example from my personal experience example (since it's my personal diary). About 1 year ago I always went got to work by a bus.. and almost every time I went to the bus station there was a pretty woman that was standing next to me while we were waiting for the bus. And honestly, I wanted to say something to her, just to say 'Hello'..but I was got stopped because I was afraidby my fear...The fear of pain stopped me from doing what I we really wanted to doin our lives. I'm sure this happens to everyone at some point in their of his life..

So, this situation continued for 1 year, and each time she came I looked over at her, admiring her beaty..If I noticed her looking she looked back at me, I would immediately look away... And then at some point, she stopped going to the bus station and I never saw her again..

If I analyze this situation, I remember Tony Robbins' words...'What is the ultimite price'. And to me be this was obvious. I lost the chance to get the woman I desired.

1) Fear of being rejected
2) Chance to date the woman that I really like

As you can see, the first choice won. And this happens quite often to be honest. I need to break this circle of failure, but how?