Onomatopoeic expressions / imitative word / mimetic word -6

Today is my first piano recital.
Hearing the "hubbub" increasing in the concert hall, I become petrified by the tension.
The teacher, nagging me as usual, is worrying about me.
But , " pop ",
as I started playing I soon got into playing the piano without any worry.

After the performance, at my celebratory gathering:

With a sigh of relief, I was gulping water thirstily and eating greedily.

I never want him to see such behavior from me.
Because I am usually modest on my dates with him.

A date is something a couple (girlfriend boyfriend) goes on. I don't know if you're talking about your teacher or your boyfriend, but if it is your teacher, you can say "Because I am usually modest when I am out eating with him.

[Question] "be going to do" "be supposed to do"?

Frequently I hear people using "be suppose to do smt". I understand what they mean and sometimes I also use it.

But I'm not sure about the difference between "be going to do" and "be suppose to do" .

For instance, when I say "I am going to call him" and "I am supposed to call him", is that same meaning? Or does the nuance differ from each other?

"Supposed to do" means that you really should do something, but you might not. Example: I'm supposed to clean up my room, but I won't do it. When you are supposed to do something, it might  be because your parents or your boss told you to, or that it's something you need to do oftne. A common phrase is "to do what you're supposed to" which means you are *going* to do what you are *supposed* to do.

When you are "going to do" something, you are saying that you will do it, either now or later.

Bad cold

I have a cold from last week. I have little appetite and don't feel well.
But I had three pieces of cake left from work. When I saw the cake, I was excited. Wow! I'm quite fine. Eating cake made me feel better.

How to learn Kanji

Hi. I'm writing for the people who seriously want to learn KANJI.

Step 1: KANJI structure
You must know the "Stop, Hop, Sweep" technique of writing.
In all KANJI there is a stroke order. If you write the stroke order as "Stop, Hop, Sweep" then you will get the feel for it. [I'm not sure I understood you here. たぶんわかりませんでした]

Step 2: Study plan
You need a joyful plan to study a large amount of kanji.
Make a plan to study weekly. With a goal of 2000 characters, you can learn them in 200 weeks if you study 10 characters per week, 144 weeks If you study 15 characters.

Step 3: Write a big KANJI
Will make the underlying main paper in first day [I don't understand what you mean here, これはわかりません]. For example, write a big KANJI on a piece of paper of size A4.
On the right side you write ONYOMI (katakana) KUNYOMI (Hiragana + Okurigana).
Draw a lot of illustrations and comments to promote the understanding around it.
If you wan't to learn 10 characters per week, make 10 pieces of paper.
Practice 1-2 times per character every day or once every two days. lol
And Let's ensure that you remember to try the test on weekends. It will come every week.

Step 4: Let's vaunt [Vaunt is a very unusual word]
Upload your impressions of a Japanese novel to youtube.

I hope you will be able to enjoy studying kanji.