Although family affection is good, but people that hold onto family that are disfunctional will never be able to grow and leave that environment. "to each it's own" Everyone will have different lives so it is up to yourself to determine how you want to live it. Although, that might be an extreme case but people that are not willing to leave their familiar surrounding to explore what is out there because they say they want to be near their family is narrowing their own view on the world.

undue freedom

Today I want to write a composition with a Chinese song,过火（guo huo），this song describe something with two lovers. haha I love this song I know it. 

是否对你承诺了太多
Am I promising you too much things.

还是我原本给的就不够
Or am I just not giving you enough. 

你始终有千万种理由
You always have an excuse

我一直都跟随你的感受
I always try to understand your feelings

让你疯　让你去放纵
Let you be crazy, let you do what you want

以为你　有天会感动
Hoping you, one day will be touched 

关于流言　我装作无动于衷
About your gossip, i pretend it does not affect me.

直到所有的梦已破碎
Until all of my dreams were shattered

才看见你的眼泪和後悔
After everything I finally see your tears and regret 

我是多想再给你机会
I really want to give you another chance

多想问你究竟爱谁
I really want to ask who is the one you really love

既然爱　难分是非
love make us not able to distinguish whose right and whose wrong

就别逃避　勇敢面对
we need to stop running away,we must face everything with courage

给了他的心
you give your heart to him

你是否能够要得回
Can you ask for it back from him 

怎麽忍心怪你犯了错
I can't not get myself to blame you for your mistakes

是我给你自由过了火
Because it was me that gave you too much freedom 

让你更寂寞
And it made you feel lonely

才会陷入感情漩涡
Now let us Caught in the love whirlpool - too hard to translate this phrase

怎麽忍心让你受折磨
I can not bare to see you sad anymore

是我给你自由过了火
It's my fault, I gave you too much freedom

如果你想飞
If you want to leave me(do not direct translate here)

伤痛我背
I will carry on the pain for you. 

An old instrument

My house has an old instrument. It's called clavichord and it was made in Germany in 1681.

Our clavichord is in the living room.
We have had this instrument for a long time, it was bought by my grandfather from years ago.
But recently it was damaged by a customer, because she used it to play jazz music.
She struck the keys too hard and two strings were damaged.
My father was very shock, he doesnt want us to touch it.
My father's friend is going to try to repair this instrument for us.

 

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How can I make my summer vacation more meaningful?

In fact At the beginning start of the holiday my summer vacation  I traveled to Thailand and I had a good time in there for ten days.
But,I had allergic rhinitis reactio since after I return backed home.So painful it is It was extremely painful!
I'm very unhappy those day I was in a very bad mood.
However, I know I should cheer up and I will be healthy sooner or later because I know I will get better sooner or later. 
I believe I can.
Now, it will be half month before the new term starts,The new term will start in half a month so it would be better for me to get ready and plan my schedule accordingly. have a good plan carefully.

Do you know what makes my how I can make my vacation more interesting and meaningful?

 

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