My potato life
I always thought that I wasn't gonna going to improve any of my english, I'm I've been studying it as a second language since I was in elementary school, but it just seems impossible, I gotta said have to say that my school had a lot of united states emigrants's sons immigrants from the US so they speak it very fluently and I was just ashamed that I wasn't able to memorize how to say cat, dog or "Teacher, may I go to the bathroom, please?" I was so overwhelmed that I have had to speak loud in front of everyone and I was just gonna going to embarras myself... that's why I sat thight there in my desk and tried to be invisible. If no one can see me, then no one can ask me anything.
The time goes went by and I went to junior high school, I managed to pass my english classes and to avoid speaking in front of the class. I actually felt like I wasn't able to understand anything but one day I did a quiz and I don't know how I get got an A-. I was so happy. I didn't think I could do it. I noticed that the answers were right because they sounded right to me... that's when I realized that I understand understood more than I could imagine.
Then, in between junior high school and high school, I started to listen, like really listen hard rock, almost all in english. Then movies without subtitles in spanish but english.
At college almost all my researches is in english but now I realize I'm not really good at writing and speaking it, just understanding (listen and reading), and that's because I never let go of my elementary school shame and I always felt judged when I had to say or write something. I'd really hate to be judged about my english (or anything, actually) even if that happened just one or two times in my entire life.
When I signed up in this website I was thinking only on learning german, but I've been thinking that here is the perfect way to start everything fresh and improve my writing and speaking skills in this language, too. I'd love if you could correct this entry and make me some comments, I know I repeat a lot certain words, but it's important for me if you could point them out and gave me some synonymous to use instead.
Thank you for reading <3
PS. Here is a cute/creepy potato for you. Yeah, the title is the first thing I thought when I see saw the picture.