小作文浪费了(= =? What's it means?)

今天早上我想要写一篇小作文。在我上班前半个小时开始写（it means “I started writing half an hour before I arrived at work” . sorry i don't know what "I start getting paid" mean.Hah ），但是我来不及把它翻译成英文我就要上班了。人们仍（still=仍[réng]=仍然=还是）不会明白我的意思如果没有翻译（unless I write a translation=除非我写下翻译）。我恼火。并且不会用那些批改（correct=批改=修改 not “的”）小作文，太复杂跟增删绿色，红色，无论什么，我加每个批改的小作文我闪卡软件（sorry，I didn't correct this sentence,because I don't know "flashcard programme" mean.Like notebook? Write the corrections down in notebook that you can read them at any time?）。用那种方法（that way）我学新的词，字和使用语法的范例。以前我的闪卡一边有汉语和汉字另外个边有拼音和英文翻译。这样我学了读一点中文。 只有一点。现在在闪卡有小作文还是小片段书，短信等等和有几个笔墨或者一个句子夺。（sorry,I don't know "Now on my flashcards I have notebook entries, small extracts from books, text messages etc." mean,my english is so poor.So I didn't correct this sentence.Forgive me,hah.)。我尽力（try to=尽力）记住（what‘s, we don't need to translate it）那里写的。那就是我学习语言的方式，不只是认识它。 

我不会用今天上午的小作文因为我不会读。不会读因为（because=因为 should=应该）我没写了翻译，所以很多人不明白我的意思（the sentence translation is good,but your English sentence translates into Chinese is "我不能写得足够好让人们不看翻译都能明白我的意思"）。我恼火我中文还这样差劲。啊~~~~~！！！！

亲爱的批改人。你觉得我用的字不正好请换。不好意思。

This morning I wanted to write a notebook entry. I arrived at work half an hour before I start getting paid so I started writing but I didn't have time to translate it into English before it was time to start working.（I don't have time to=我没有时间=我来不及[better] ,translate it into English  把它翻译成英文， translate Chinese into English 把中文翻译成英文 ） . People still can't understand what I mean unless I write a translation. I am annoyed. As well as that, I can't use the corrected notebook entry, it's too complicated with additions and deletions, red, blue, whatever. I add every corrected notebook entry to my flashcard programme. That way I learn new words, new characters and have examples of use for grammar（example=范例=例子=榜样， he(people) is a good example for me，the “example” means 榜样，it(thing) is a good example for me,the "example" means 范例 or 例子）. Before my flashcards would have Chinese written in characters on one side and pinyin and the English translation on the other side. Thus I learned to read a little Chinese. Only a little. Now on my flashcards I have notebook entries, small extracts from books, text messages etc. and there are a few words or phrases missing. I try to remember what's written there. That's how I learn to produce the language, not just（not just=不只是=不仅仅是） recognise it.

I can't use today's notebook because I can't read it. I can't read it because I can't write well enough for people to get my meaning without a translation. I'm annoyed my Chinese is still so bad. Aaaaagghhh!!!

Oh,sweetie,I spend about an hour correcting this notebook.It is really a huge challenge for me.Hah...