What i think I'm bit depressed right now as usually.I sometimes think that i really have a depression especially at night time. i feel really bad when i being really bad for my most important parson because of stress. Exam week will start from next week. Make it everything perfect., however too busy to do that.Thus, it makes me fails something and then, i start hate myself again. I understand why lot of Japanese people suicide. They pursue perfect and hate to fail something. I wonder if people cannot success without the passion or enthusiasm. English makes my world open and provide me many information. It is very difficult for me that studying English though, i know it is worth to learn.

New year is coming ...! Good morning, everyone :-) Today is a last day of 2013...How have you been your winter holidays? I have backed to my parents house and spent a picefull days with my family. My 2013 year stared with too much ndrinking and vomiting at friends room. I didn't think it was a good start. So I decide that the starts of 2014 year, I won't drink :-) I had a lot of trouble, sadness, and hardship in 2013. I think all of them came from my wrong actions.I didn't think I cried such a lot. However, i had a lots of joyfull, pleasure ,love, and happiness too. I was not good at express my feelings to another... Now,I can do that, and willing to do! My life in the UK finished...and my university in japan has started. There were many changes, and it's hard to adapt for me. Now, I have got new aim and archived few things! I hape everyone's 2014 will be fantastic year!