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I haven't come this place for a long time. It has been a long time since I had been here. because of some Due to many reasons, I had to have a rest at home about for 2 months. It is had been a really a tough time for me. After such a long time without learning English, absence, I felt unfamiliar with English again it. However, I also need to continue with my study. I have had arrived in UK for a short time. I just felt disappointed about with myself. I cannot understand what they say said and , I cannot express myself meaning well clearly... I even doubt if I can graduate here successfully and really learn somnething. I came here alone and no people no one whom I can talk with. My thought is I am confused now.

Now, I just wanted to get some sleep. Hopefully when I wake up, tomorrow is another day.

Great to see you back online again.  Don't be depress.  This is normal.  I myself can hardly understand UK English if they don't speak the Queen's or BBC English!  I have a hard time understanding their accent.   You have an opportunity most of your country fellow men can only dream of.  They would gladly without any hesitation will want to exchange places with you.  So make the best of it.  One thing I can tell you!  Never to be shy at all.  Just ask if you don't understand.  Ask them to repeat slowly.  The British are good natured people.  They will understand that you are not a native speaker and is trying to learn their language.  So strap up your boots and go out to make friends! 

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I haven't visited this website for a long time. I had to take a 2 month-rest at home. It was really a tough time. After such a long time without learning English, I feel unfamiliar with it. However, I also need to continue with my studies. I arrived in the UK a short while ago. I just feel dispointed about myself. I cannot understand what they say, I cannot speak my mind well... I even doubt I can graduate here successfully or have really learned something. I came here alone, so I have nobody to talk with. My thoughts are mixed up.

Now, I just want to sleep. I hope it'll be a new day when I wake up.  ....I wish you a good night's sleep...you'll see things differently in the morning!

**Regards!! :D

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I haven't come visted/viewed this place/website for a long time. Because of Due to some personal/private reasons, I had to have take a rest at/return home for about 2 months. It/This/Recently it is has been really a tough time for me. After such a long time without learning studying English, I felt terribly/shockingly/extremely unfamiliar with it. However, I also knew that I definitely/truly/honestly needed to continue with my studyies. I have only arrived/been back in the UK for a short time, yet, I just felt feel so disappointed about myself/my situation/my performance. I cannot understand what they anyone is saying said, and since I cannot express my meaning thoughts/myself/my feelings well enough, I even/highly/seriously doubt if I can graduate here successfully and/or really say that learned sonething something. I came here alone and have no people one that I can talk with/to. My thoughts is are very confused now.

Now, I just want to sleep/all I want to do is sleep. I hHope that when I wake up, tomorrow is not just another day/will be a much better day. [Goodness! I hope that you are sleeping from fatigue, not from depression as I take from your essay.  Please make some friends so that you can speak with someone, as well as use the medical services of the university as needed if you are depressed.  Being away from home and feeling isolated is definitely a terrible situation and feeling, especially when one is young, but I'm sure that it will get better once you make some friends and learn more of the English language.  Your essay above shows me that you are learning something and making some progress - way more than I ever would trying to learn your language - so please don't be so hard on yourself and don't give up! Best of luck and feel free to write me if you ever feel lonely!