...... I haven't come this place for a long time. Because of some reasons, I had to have a rest at home about 2 months. It is really a tough time. After such a long time without learning English, I felt unfamiliar with it. However, I also need to continue my study. I have arrived in UK for a short time. I just felt dispointed about myself. I cannot understand what they said, I cannot express my meaning well... I even doubt if I can graduate here successfully and really learn sonething. I came here alone, no people can talk with. My thought is confused now. Now, I just want to sleep. Hope when I wake up, tomorrow is another day.

My Grandmother Today is busy. I just came back home. However, nothing can be compared with that I came to see my grandmother this afternoon. Although where she lives is not far from me, I just have no consciousness to see her. The only thing I do for her is buying something and then let my mum bring to her. To be honest, I am not familiar with her. At least, before my 18 years old, my memory doesn't have her. I never lived with my grandmother and I haven't see her often since my parents picked grandparents to the city where I live recent years. This afternoon, my parents bring me to see grandmother. She became too old and wrinkled. The hair is almost white and she seemed shorter. I held her hand talk with her, I cannot use words to describe the feeling when I touched her skin, I knew my tears nearly came, but I fought them down. My grandmother cannot understand mandarin, so I try to use the dialect she speaking. I said" grandmother, you looks so beautiful today." Although my dialect is not standard, my grandmother seemed understand my words and laughed like a child. I enjoyed talking with her. But time flies, I need to leave. At last I huged my grandmother with my deepest love. I regret do not see her often. Although we almost haven't the same memory, we takled less, she is my grandmother, nothing can impede the natural affection . I will cherish the time with my grandmother and see her often from now.