Being a Worrier

These days, when facing some unexpected things involving my work, I realized that I used to be innocent and make jokes at the preceding hospitals; but now, I’m quieter. Is it true that when we age our life becomes full of stress, we become nonchalant and even worse pessimistic?

I know clearly that worrying about something too much won’t get me anywhere. However, it depends on what makes us worry. If it relates to necessary issues, how come we don’t care about it? On the other hand, it counts on what personality we have. Many exaggerate their worries that their friends or relatives feel annoyed.

Many times, I feel stressed out. At that time, I want to stay home, surf the web, and learn something from that. I don’t want to contact anyone. In fact, this is not a good way to do. If we do not cope properly with stress, we will suffer from depression. Thereby, talking with the loved ones is the best choice in this case.

My Thoughts

Recently, I have written less in my notebooks less than before although I'm no longer busy with my work. However, I would like to take time out off for myself to clear my mind, to take a mental break, and to recharge my physical and emotional batteries.

It's true that with hurried the fast pace of life in Saigon, everyone has to make efforts to have a good job, a good position, and enough money to spend and so on. As a result, both the daily drudgeries of life and a lot of stress are weighing each of us down every day.

The weather in this season is very hot and so workers get more tired. I suddenly recall remember my mother had sold raw chicken meat in the hot sun outside in the market to have a little money, and to raise us. What an enduring woman she must have been! miserable mother she was! I will never forget this. My tiredness can't compare with what my mother endured.