日本語話したい 最近私は新しいサイトにsubscribed. I subscribed in a new site recently. このサイトに新しい友達を見つけます。 I can find new friends there. そして、みんな面白い写真と楽しいコメントを送ります。 Besides, people upload interesting pictures and comments. でも、私は日本語で話したい、日本人の友達と勉強したい I prefer to speak in Japanese and practice with my Japanese friends. 残念ながら、日本と５時ぐらい時差があります。 Unfortunately the time difference between my country and Japan is about 5 hours. そして日本人は働き者ですから、ずっと忙しいです。 As Japanese are diligent, they are always busy.

ただいま戻りました ３月ぐらいitalkiでいませんでした。今戻りました。うれしいもう一度日本語で書いて、友達に勉強します。進化したい。 After about 3 months i return here. I am very glad because i can write in Japanese and practice with my friends. i want to make progress. 頑張りましょう

Which one? Which one is more painful? Killing or being killed? Which one is more pleasant? Getting an opportunity or taking a chance to others? Which one is harder? Have a broken heart or physical pain? Which one is your choice? Staying and fight till the end or leave to find a better chance? Which one is better? Being a memory or a living being? Which one is agreeable? To ask or be questioned?

I myself do not know my real I Today I came to my last office and see my coworkers. It made me surprised because I found that I had missed them too much. For me, it was really surprising. I consider myself as a very cold person. I did not expect that visiting that office and my coworkers, some of them are not friendly, made me so pleased. It is strange, I myself do not know my real I yet. I wish deep inside I were a better person that I thought.

Am I jealous? Today I thought about myself. Am I jealous? Let me tell my story so you can judge about it. I have been applying for getting a job as a teacher for 4 years. Unfortunately I could not get my desired job. Today someone called me wanted to ask about qualifications and personality of one of my late coworkers whom she did not introduce her to me. They want to employ her as a teacher and need some recommendation. I refused to answer her or even know her name. I was not sure, maybe the fact that she got the opportunity which I always dreamed about it, could affect my judgment and I could not be honest about her. After the call, I thought to myself. Maybe it was not my fear to misjudge her, maybe it was my meanness and jealousy.

Do you open your heart easily? I am an introverted person who keeps all of my problems, feelings and desires inside. I do not talk a lot and make friend hardly. I do not like to talk to my friends or coworkers about myself, my family or other personal issues. Interestingly, when it comes to Skype friends, most of them are foreigners, I can open my heart easier. In this way I can get my problems off my chest. I really feel relieved. It makes me feel better. I hope I could talk to my intimate friends as easily as my pen pals. I wonder why I could trust the foreigners whom I have never seen well than the real friends or coworkers.