Am I jealous? Today I thought about myself. Am I jealous? Let me tell my story so you can judge about it. I have been applying for getting a job as a teacher for 4 years. Unfortunately I could not get my desired job. Today someone called me wanted to ask about qualifications and personality of one of my late coworkers whom she did not introduce her to me. They want to employ her as a teacher and need some recommendation. I refused to answer her or even know her name. I was not sure, maybe the fact that she got the opportunity which I always dreamed about it, could affect my judgment and I could not be honest about her. After the call, I thought to myself. Maybe it was not my fear to misjudge her, maybe it was my meanness and jealousy.