A life with a load of people at home.

My family and home are really big alike. When there're many people in a same place you can feel so small in it. Kids running around, grow ones talking and talking..etc. I have my own room but It's not big at all. Nevertheless, I know firsthand that It's better than being lonely without loved ones around you, but I'm considering one point: it's better but not always!! This is not to say, I should go home forever, It's to say I should have my own place. Most of my brothers and sister are already adults but they haven't made (started) a family of their own life yet. They always say: "It's better to stay here with our loved ones than away and going to visit them once in a while". I respect their thoughts, but I do not share the same feeling. I want to build my own life. I'll not forget them and I will go to visit them always. I desire to achieve many things (tu puedes usar 'stuff' pero 'things' suena mejor), ?that's why life is for?.