Have a Nightmare
I had a nightmare just now and I was so depressed that I woke up. It was about my former manager, a very clever lady who was very good at tactics. I was kicked out of that company two years ago, because she thought I was a threat to her, and I was not the only one kicked out for this reason. There were four workmates ahead of me.
In my nightmare, this clever lady teased me for a report, which in her mind was not polished, with another young girl, the receptionist of our company, which was what she always did when I was in that company. I know she did it for embarrassing me and showing herself off, especially in front of others. And I was so angry about it, not because she teased me, but because she did it for embarrassing me and showing herself off. So I quitted this job and I grabbed her hair before I left. She told this to our president, and I got a public warning as punishment. I wanted to explain to our president, but he was very busy with a meeting with a foreign business partner. I eventually calmed down, but thinking of what the lady did to me, I was so angry that I woke up.
It's been two years since I left that company, but I still remember that lady. I felt like I had always been a scapegoat to her since I entered into that company after knowing that she always told the president that it was me who made mistakes for something that actually was did by her. I had no chance to do explanations to the president, because I knew all these things after I left. People would never tell you the truth when you are in the game. How sad it is.