confused I'm a person who really want to wonder too much ,everytime i told myself ,you needn't .but i just contorll myself . About myself there are too much thing i don't know ,but i feel and know that i'm not happy ,but i want to be a happy girl ,not a girl who feel sad everyday ,and i had try my best to be ,but seems alway failed . And i had told myself not to treat everything so important in my life ,there are so many thing not in our people's comtrol ,just let it go . But it really hard to be .everytime i write something in my QQ space negative ,my friend will go to care me .in fact i just write ,and i know i will be better when time pass by ,but face to their care i feel sorry .really sorry . I really don't know what's wrong with me .and i just write .