A message to the other world The first year from 12 years I won't tell you happy birthday . you leave me suddenly and don't give me chance to tell you what's inside me for you .I know alot I was silly with you but really I do that because you be so cute when you be angry with me . you was great the best friend I have ever had and you will still my best friend .I couldn't remove your No. and sometimes I imagine I call you .you the only one who understand me without talking .I miss you so much I miss talk to you .life for me is so hard without you.but I am sure you in place better than here .I always ask allah for you . I know you want ask about me as you used to do ,really I don't have new .I didn't marry yet . and don't worry I'll call my daughter like you the best name in my life "Manar" . I want you know secret I never leave you won me in playstation as I told you every time you won because you are good player . you know real won barca finally I know you was wait that to make me angry as I do with you when barca win . Manar,I'm sorry if i wasn't good friend as you wish or did anything make you sad .but you know I was care for you alot and I was love you,you know that,right??....... happy birthday and I'll never forget you

I accept if you insult me I wrote this entry before but it's removed and I insist to write it again.please if you don't like it tell me your reasons and I accept any comments even if you insult me but leave me write my thoughts . Every period some people insult our prophet Muhammed with movie or draw and alot think he is a terrorist,mad or wolf and that's hurt me alot but really I can't blame them so : Sir, the Messenger of Allah\ I am of the latest generations of Musliums who when need to show something about his religion he go to "youtube" or search on "google".I write that and I wear american jeans and t-shirt on it english word "adidas".and I write in nice air because of air condition and after hours I'll be hungry and i'll go to "Kfc" or "Pizzahut" .when I pray I'll pray on chainesse carpet .Sir,everything I use who make it is not a Muslium . I am of the latest generations of Musliums who see health of China and you told us to search scince even it is there but really we didn't search for scince we search for products . I am of the latest generations of Musliums who don't work as you ask us but we can talk alot. I am of the latest generations of Musliums who make from terrorist a hero and you learn us kill is forbbiden. I am of the latest generations of Musliums who care about his apperance and forget your teaching about love and tolerance . Sir, the Messenger of Allah\Muhammed I am of the latest generations of Musliums who didn't show the world who are you ? we didn't show them how's your tolerance and what a beautiful meaning you teach us. Sir ,because all of that I can't blame who insult you because we are the more who insult you in the world. Sir,I am sorry but really I love you