A message to the other world The first year from 12 years I won't tell you happy birthday . you leave me suddenly and don't give me chance to tell you what's inside me for you .I know alot I was silly with you but really I do that because you be so cute when you be angry with me . you was great the best friend I have ever had and you will still my best friend .I couldn't remove your No. and sometimes I imagine I call you .you the only one who understand me without talking .I miss you so much I miss talk to you .life for me is so hard without you.but I am sure you in place better than here .I always ask allah for you . I know you want ask about me as you used to do ,really I don't have new .I didn't marry yet . and don't worry I'll call my daughter like you the best name in my life "Manar" . I want you know secret I never leave you won me in playstation as I told you every time you won because you are good player . you know real won barca finally I know you was wait that to make me angry as I do with you when barca win . Manar,I'm sorry if i wasn't good friend as you wish or did anything make you sad .but you know I was care for you alot and I was love you,you know that,right??....... happy birthday and I'll never forget you