How do u guys think? The boy I ever appreciated will get marry on 10th December. He konwed my feeling about him and told me 'we can be best friends and I do not want to hurt you.' BUT I was hurted more or less at that time. It has been for 2 years. I always tell myself to forget this embarrassing experience, which may make my life more happy.With the time passing， I am entirely forget the whole thing. However, he called me to participate in his wedding. Maybe I am not so generosity. I can say Congratulation to him, but I can not go to his wedding. I think we are still friends, but I do not want to know his new family. Maybe several years later, I can laugh at myself about this stupid decision.

I must try again. I took the IELTS test on 5th November. The day before yesterday, I search the scores on the web. The result was not so good. On the other words, it had no value. I must get 7 in the test instead of 6.5. I failed in the reading and spoken test. In my opinion, Chinese people are good at reading. But I got a lower score, which made me so disappointed. When I joined the spoken test, I understood every word the examer said, but I can not express myself very clear.It is so awful. NOW, I decide to take the exam again. Through my hard work, I believe I can pass it.