A notebook about venting .. It has been a long while since my last visit here. I am just going to let my feeling out. So well let's start .. I went to Wall Street, a place for people to learn or improve their English language. I took a test to see how far is my English skill. The result was actually disappointing to me. I am poor in grammar. It's disappointing because I really, really want to study overseas but now after seeing the result, I just feel like it is impossible. One of the tutor/teacher(whatever role he has .. I don't care anymore.) also told me that for my age, it is a bit too late to catch up to the highest English level to be able to study in foreign countries. Hearing this made me feel upset and sad. Those words he said was felt like snatching my dream away from me. It also made me uncomfortable to write in English like what I do now. Probably my English isn't good enough because I am learning English from my experience when chatting with foreign people, reading fanfictions or someone's post about something. Even though his words hurt me, I do admit that my skill isn't satisfying enough(which is another reason why I feel uncomfortable). Now, I know there is something wrong in this note, whether if it is word pronounciation, grammar, verb, etc. I'd like anyone who is a native speaker or basically high leveled in English skill to point the mistake out. I would be very grateful if any of you would also explain why this or that is wrong. Thank you for your time.