Just want to say something... I don`t know what`s come over me. But just want to write some words for my messy thoughts. Sometimes, as now,I will think the valuation of things I am doing ceaselessly. I don`t know if all these are worthy,if I am doing the right things for my life,my tomorrow,if I would be in deep remorse for my days in sight... All this just because I was bearing the autopunition of my passing days.I just...just want to be anapatrapya of my tomorrow.No more tears,no more repentance .... But I know I shouldn`t be so entangled with my life. Maybe, what I really need is to find some time for myself,look on the bright part of tomorrow... I know I must make myself know that I have my dear parents,my lovely friends who love me very much ，So I have no reason to be frustrate! Now,after the summer holiday, waved farewell for my yesr of a freshman in my university,what I should face is a new academic year. I decide to concentrate on my studies, learning Japanese , following closely of hotspots, and work hard in student union...Leastways,I have great potentialities, don`t I ? HaHa....：） So, I know, I must do more than others expect I to do and do it in pains... Maybe,I won`t often get on italki from now on,but if somebody want to study with each other or just want to make friends with me,I will be willing to learn more about language , collogue our lives and share happiness&sadness together with you...My MSN：[email protected] Also,you can just neglect it... Forgive me for my messy words. PS：I want to add on a few words which I ever so like. They are from a poem of a poet named Wang Guozhen.The title is <Love Life >. 我不去想是否能够成功 既然选择了远方 便只顾风雨兼程 我不去想能否赢得爱情 既然钟情于玫瑰 就勇敢地吐露真诚 我不去想身后会不会袭来寒风冷雨 既然目标是地平线 留给世界的只能是背影 我不去想未来是平坦还是泥泞 只要热爱生命 一切，都在意料之中

What`s the meaning of "to fall about“?