Farewell Sometimes,whether there will be the next meet is hard to pin down. I chosen an university which keeps in a city far from my home, hence, I have only a few classmates coming from my hometown there. It means that I won’t see most of them after I graduate. Ok, I prepared to say goodbye to them, while, the condition going to another way instead of the one I planned to go. Because the Covid-19, I have no chance to say anything to my classmates face to face. I even graduated at home. To be honest, my school is really very beautiful , I always imagine that I take my graduation photos there from entering this school until now . The theme of this month for me seems farewell. I say goodbye to my university,my teachers,my classmates,my ex-boyfriend...The truth I find keeps that the decrease of people who have always been with us keeps the same pace with our growth. Far less certain,however,is that we don’t know how much farewell is waiting us . At any rate, the suggestion is to say goodbye and to hug tightly each time separated, because we don’t know if we have the next meet.

Yesterday Yesterday is one of Chinese Festivals called the Dragon Boat Festival . I ate a zongzi from the property management staff, which keeps a kind of dessert we usually eat on this day. In the after noon, for relaxing the mood, I went to the shopping mall with my dorm roommates . There are so many stores selling at a discount that we can’t control our hand. The glaring flew seems that we must must wait in long lines when trying on clothes and checking out .

Introspection Introspection 1. Too much time was spent surfing the internet,and as a result, the plans were disrupted. 2. My heart can’t be still. It is too restless. Solutions 1. Enforce time limits on Internet access.(If you ask me, the greatest disadvantage of internet seems that it is too distracting.A sea of people tell me that they will feel insecure if they can’t hold their phones all the time. Some even say they have to check their phones every few minutes. Then, internet can magnify feelings of people. For instance, if I am angry about something,it triples when I see negative comments from people online.) 2. Practice meditation every day. ( delayed gratification keeps more blissful than instant gratification. So,take your time.)

Today Today, That I devoted myself to studying seems the most worthy thing for me. I satisfied with my condition, while one of plans was not be achieved. (Digression: someone told me that you need forget someone you love when the reason for separation is that you can’t control. We have a great deal of memories,and as a result, your shadows always appears before my eyes. The fact which I must realize is the man who gave me a sea of warmth and accompanied me a long time no longer has anything to do with me. That is the saddest thing. I want to say:Thank you, goodbye .)

One day of mine In the morning , I reflected on the many things of the past so that I can realize my shortcomings,and then , accounting these, a sea of plans were made by me. My study condition was not good in the afternoon,so I only studied for a short time. I had video calls with my father and my friends after supper.(Happy father’s Day!) In the evening, I solved the problem of rent cancellation.[Entering the society,there are a train of problems which I don’t understand]😔