What is wrong with crying out?
Does it happen to you that sometimes you have too many emotions inside you that you start crying out of nothing?
I mean, a mosquito flies close to you, crying.
There is no good tacos at the restaurant, crying.
Beautiful landscape, crying.
Usually, that happens to me, and for me is okay and I let my feelings flow as they are coming, but for people around is hard to understand. or it seems wrong to them.
In my case, my dad is the most important person I have in my life and I always feel like I cannot be my totally self with him.
I remember as a child my dad yelling at me for crying, It was horrible, cause I tried to contain my tears and my chest ached so much and then a worst feeling came: guilt to have feelings.
For that childhood experience I learnt to supress how I was feeling, and I think that brought consecuences on my teenage and adult life.
But now that I´m conscious, although sometimes is difficult I think I can express myself better.
Having feelings is alright and we cannot control them, show them is alright, nothing to be ashamed.
Thank God we are still humans and not yet robots.
Thanks for readind, please correct my text and If you have any comment, they are welcome.