easy's notebook entry: Jan 18, 2011 I lose myself？ . I had intended to study English and exercise for today .Finally,I only do some exercise in the evening. I spent all the day in front of the computer. I told myself again and again but I am too lazy.Sometimes I hate myself so much,why can't I study as hard as I was in school. laziness defeat diligence so easy.Winter vacation let me feel a little bittersweet.I want to enjoy my vacation and I also want to learn more knowledge. How can I get a balance？

Chinese is difficult too Yesterday I correct a composition of a friend in Italki.Just a easy sentence,Italki是太好了.It's a wrong sentence in china. But once you want to explain a sentence by grammar or part of speech,you will find Chinese grammar is really difficult.And it has a great discrepancy to English grammar.So I confused her successfully.Haha, just a joke.After this , I find it has also confused me.Even I am a Chinese I know such little about the structure of Chinese grammar.And these two different languages' grammar has already made me crazy.Reading is a kind of capability,writing is a higher capability.I wrote a expression for that friend.I hope that she have a better understanding and accept my apologize .Woo writing is really a hard work and made me fatigue ,I'll go to bed and have a good sleep.