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Yesterday, i had my first operation in my life,i was scared, upset. After being infused anesthetic, i lost consciousness and had a dream. Unknowing how i woke up, i realized i was in a dazed and put on the bed-ward. Nobody was accompaning  me . any my friend was not worring me. However, in bed-ward, i was  alone while other girls beside were with their bfs. My tears were out of control and it was scene of sorrow.
After post-treament, i took bus and went back school. watching Guangzhou Tower, IFC,such grant skycrapers passing by Audi, BMW,such luxury cars , A thought floats in my mind that sometimes life is so fragile that can not withdraw any hurt and what we should pursue in our life. We are intended to neglec the ensence of life.

if on the the earth was not tobacco there would not be reason to conflicts. The problem would be if sb had tobacco and rest of world would not have :D i am not sure if you ask if the hypothesis is right or sentence :D so as for sentence it should be "if there was not tobacco on the earth, there would be conflicts in the world. " - it is 2th conditional sentence (if sb was ... it would be ...) ;)

if on the the earth was not tobacco there would not be reason to conflicts. The problem would be if sb had tobacco and rest of world would not have :D i am not sure if you ask if the hypothesis is right or sentence :D so as for sentence it should be "if there was not tobacco on the earth, there would be conflicts in the world. " - it is 2th conditional sentence (if sb was ... it would be ...) ;)

oh you are younger soo it was not your problem :D but for future i think my thoughts can be useful ;)

I think i would feel weird that i am not married still amnd i would look at my friends who are married long time already . I think i would be mixed but i would not like to marry sb who i dont love because maybe i would be married and it wuld be excited in the begining but i am sure i would regret it in future . If you are free and you have passion you can be happy even without be married . actually ia m yung and i dont think about marriage because i want to make science career and travel and experience also more and more . But i have my sweetheart and i am happy . but marriage it is serious for me and i have to be careful and be sure of everything . so If it is your problem with the marriage , ask yourself if you want sth more from life now or you just only feel safe . if you need feel safe get in the marriage if no stay alone and i am sure soon you will find your true love . ;) greetings from Poland ;)