Without name I try to return to English studying, so I will write something here in English. When I was studying Hebrew I listened Hebrew audio courses everyday. I noticed whole words what I didn't know and studied them. And I was listening one topics many times. 10 -20 times. Now I try to apply this method for English. But my English level is strange, currently I can't find interesting and nice English audio course for me. I found ESL podcast, and started. I understand a ''big picture ", but I have a serious problem with new words. I can't remember them. Currently I can't tell in English about a topic I am listening it. I only hope, this problem decreases after sometime...

Without a name I didn't use Italki close year. I was busy, I was using another apps. Now I see I need return to Italki and return to English studying. My problem is I don't like English. I am studying Hebrew with pleasure. Now I see my Hebrew's level is good. I can say, I am fluent in Hebrew. It's not true, but I can say. My English level doesn't grow. I understand a simple grammar. But I can't read books, watch TV. There are many videos what I can understand, I hope I understand them), but my level is not enough for me. So, I need return to English language studying. And this note is first trying to return

speaking problems When I was starting to learn Hebrew, after first year of study ( an intensive study) I started to use "language exchange". It was a very positive experience for me. ( It was not on Italky). I thanked my hebrew partner, he gave me a great opportunity for my further studies, my Hebrew level was is low, but I had begun to speak, I hadn't afraided to speak, I hadn't afraided to mistake. Further I continued to study Hebrew using language exchange. ( Certainly, it isn't exclusive method, only support). Many times I tried to repeat this experience with English study. But I failed. My problems with little vocabulary, fear to speaking remain. When I start to speak English I don't remember simple English words ( I can remember only Hebrew translate)). I understand that there's Hebrew study in Hebrew environment, and I haven't some english environment. I can write and read simple ( and not simple)) texts in English, but I can't speak a simple text in English. I found English podcast with my leve and I listen it every day some times in everyday, and I may tell I understand it without problems, even I don't know all words from a podcast. I found an English podcast with higher level, and I can understand "a big picture", without details. But I can't speak, I confuse, I fear to make mistakes. This text was wrote with the training goal, without dictionary. Excuse me, It is not a lamentations.

"to international women's Day" Sometimes I observe posts about looking for an exchange partner only female. I think I understand reasons of such posts. ( I don't write such posts, but anybody can have some reason for selection language partners) However a reaction is very interesting. In first men is starting to respond. I don't understand, they did not read a whole post, or wait that will be an exception... Further men is starting to wonder why they cannot be an exchange partner. Later women write. I can't see what will after. I guess women find an exchange partner who they want. But now I observe a situation, that I can't understand a man's motivation. So, there's a standard post " looking for sume female partner for Turkish study". A topicstarter explains that she has a turkish boyfriend, and wants to practice Turkish only with girls/women. I saw this post in February. This was a regular thing: men, men who didn't understand why not, women... And today I anew have seen this post, there is a new comment from a man. Later a month and after a tens women's proposes who offers that she will pay him for exchange language! He had written it will a guarantee for good studying relationship! I don't understand what he hopes.