We Were Just Friends

Last month, I told someone that I liked him. Can you believe that was my first time confessing my love to somebody? Knowing my own feelings about him, I was so strained and agitated that I did not close my eyes for two nights. It sucks terribly. For God's sake, I could not study for my final test without sleeping. My eyes ware staring at the book, but my mind was fixed on something else. The night before taking the last test, I didn't want to hide my thoughts anymore, so I sent him a text to tell him my true feelings.

In the past few years, we had dinner, walked together, studied in the library and hung out sometimes. We even took the same bus to our hometown. It's all right. Those are just my feelings about everything we experienced together.

Unfortunately his answer was an indirect no. I shed tears for my hopeless love. Now I'm recovered from my sadness. I won't live in pity.
Thanks to the man I met, I am moving on.