Fact 1: I have fantasy about life. I fancy having a pen pal who sends postcard to me where he goes, even though we follow each other in social media. We get to know more about each other by writing, not by typing. Time seems slow down in this way, but friendship does not. Fact 2: When I wake up in the morning, the first thing I expect is coffee. Fact 3: I am too busy to cook. That’s an excuse I have for myself. So I often order takeout. Fact 4: I only need to take care of myself. Fact 5: I want to write down my daydreams but words don’t just come to my mind easily, pictures do. Fact 6: I have a lot of books in my small room. I am a slow reader, only reading one book at a time. Fact 7: I like to wear sporty clothes. Fact 8: If I don’t practice a language, I can lose it the next day. That means making mistakes when using the language. Fact 9: I have different sides of myself when meeting different people. Fact 10: I am at my 20s.

The best relationship advice I ever got from my personal experience is that you learn to love yourself first and then you will know how to love someone else. It is very important to keep in mind that a relationship works when it is balanced. That is to say, if you invest 50% of your time in this relationship, so as your partner. Of course if you want to invest everything you have in this relationship, that’s your choice. But if your partner is not going to do so, the balance is broken. You are easily to get hurt and learn more advice from yourself. Life is a journey. We either learn or win! Go make a tons of mistake, and learn from them.

I am just finished a run, waiting for my partner to grab me a drink. Thinking back about my day, I did pretty well at my work. First of all, I planned out my lesson and thought through every step including potential challenges which helped me address them when they came. Secondly, I reorganized my computer and put all of my meetings in the calendar which provided me a clear path for the week. Last of all, I drank two cups of coffee to be energetic and efficient at communicating in two languages with people around me. Now I hope I will get a new job in Thailand where I can start my international adventure. “Is there any other way I can get a work visa in Thailand?” I wondered.

If people eat too much, they will have a big belly. If people eat too much, they will feel uncomfortably in the stomach. If people eat too much, they will be likely to puke somewhere. If people eat too much, they will pass out on the couch or bed. If people eat too much, they will feel bloated. If people eat too much, they will feel guilty about breaking their good eating routine. If people eat too much, no one cares. Be yourself! It is okay to overeat sometimes! Enjoy your day when you can.

It wasn’t a normal day for me. There is a lot of information in my head running around. Where should I start? What mattered the most to me? Walking around in a train station of a foreign city, I saw different types of people waiting for trains. I wondered where they are heading to. Did they have a destination？Was any of them a lost soul just like me? I am lost in busy workloads, in studying academic English, in purchasing a better me and a better life. “This new generation is fulfilled with worry and anxiety because of the uncertainty.” said by a lady whom I saw online. You may call her one of the influencers. Are you doing things that worth doing? Are you satisfied? Have you tired of people around me saying buzz words “balance and be positive”? If you feel the same way, I am writing to let you know that you are not alone. Time to get some sleep! Good night!