Fact 1: I have fantasy about life. I fancy having a pen pal who sends postcard to me where he goes, even though we follow each other in social media. We get to know more about each other by writing, not by typing. Time seems slow down in this way, but friendship does not. Fact 2: When I wake up in the morning, the first thing I expect is coffee. Fact 3: I am too busy to cook. That’s an excuse I have for myself. So I often order takeout. Fact 4: I only need to take care of myself. Fact 5: I want to write down my daydreams but words don’t just come to my mind easily, pictures do. Fact 6: I have a lot of books in my small room. I am a slow reader, only reading one book at a time. Fact 7: I like to wear sporty clothes. Fact 8: If I don’t practice a language, I can lose it the next day. That means making mistakes when using the language. Fact 9: I have different sides of myself when meeting different people. Fact 10: I am at my 20s.

The best relationship advice I ever got from my personal experience is that you learn to love yourself first and then you will know how to love someone else. It is very important to keep in mind that a relationship works when it is balanced. That is to say, if you invest 50% of your time in this relationship, so as your partner. Of course if you want to invest everything you have in this relationship, that’s your choice. But if your partner is not going to do so, the balance is broken. You are easily to get hurt and learn more advice from yourself. Life is a journey. We either learn or win! Go make a tons of mistake, and learn from them.

I am just finished a run, waiting for my partner to grab me a drink. Thinking back about my day, I did pretty well at my work. First of all, I planned out my lesson and thought through every step including potential challenges which helped me address them when they came. Secondly, I reorganized my computer and put all of my meetings in the calendar which provided me a clear path for the week. Last of all, I drank two cups of coffee to be energetic and efficient at communicating in two languages with people around me. Now I hope I will get a new job in Thailand where I can start my international adventure. “Is there any other way I can get a work visa in Thailand?” I wondered.

If people eat too much, they will have a big belly. If people eat too much, they will feel uncomfortably in the stomach. If people eat too much, they will be likely to puke somewhere. If people eat too much, they will pass out on the couch or bed. If people eat too much, they will feel bloated. If people eat too much, they will feel guilty about breaking their good eating routine. If people eat too much, no one cares. Be yourself! It is okay to overeat sometimes! Enjoy your day when you can.

It wasn’t a normal day for me. There is a lot of information in my head running around. Where should I start? What mattered the most to me? Walking around in a train station of a foreign city, I saw different types of people waiting for trains. I wondered where they are heading to. Did they have a destination？Was any of them a lost soul just like me? I am lost in busy workloads, in studying academic English, in purchasing a better me and a better life. “This new generation is fulfilled with worry and anxiety because of the uncertainty.” said by a lady whom I saw online. You may call her one of the influencers. Are you doing things that worth doing? Are you satisfied? Have you tired of people around me saying buzz words “balance and be positive”? If you feel the same way, I am writing to let you know that you are not alone. Time to get some sleep! Good night!

The Biggest Challenge Of Learning A Language Mandarin is my native language and English is the second language. I have been learning English for a few years. Every single day, I can have chances to speak Mandarin and English with my friends, colleagues, and strangers. The biggest challenge for me is to switch my mind to speak a language properly. If I speak Mandarin frequently and read Chinese books, I find myself struggling with using English. Vice Versa! In the Italki platform, I notice that many language learners can master several languages in different areas. My question is how you balance learning two languages at the same time. Do you have a similar challenge as mine? What is your strategy to balance it? Thanks for taking your time and suggestion!

How does it like when u love a person? How to get over a person after break up ? It takes a long time to figure out whether I love that man or not. When everything was not sure to me, I broke his heart three time dramatically.

Later on, I noticed my strong feelings on him. It is not that simple. He is special to me, like a family member, a friend and a lover. I have been getting used to him staying with me all the time.

All of a sudden, he is gone from my life. I can tell that I am experiencing life and death every day. I can laugh and cry at the same time. I can be sunny day and be thunderstorm next second. I tried hard not to reach out him again and again and I failed.

That hurts both of us. I can notice I am crazy when I am in love. I know what I can do and what I cannot do. However, I still crossed the line again and again.

I am clear that we are not right for each other. But I cannot hold my feelings back. I don't ask him to be together with me but just want to see him. Because it will make me crazy not to express my love, see him and feel him. In an another way, it can lead me overact.

Can anybody tell me something? It is nothing. It is not a big deal. I am just getting used to that man and he is just one part of my life. I gotta move on. That's not the right way to love a person.

Random silly words I've been watching many love movies which i should not watched since I promised myself that I gotta finish my plan. Yes, it is "finish", rather than making any accomplichment, sounding like compelling myself something. In come is all my indefinite feelings which shake my minds everytime and have their two conversations inside a human-being----me. Competely intruded, out of doubts. Come back the first place I talked about love movies. In those movies, I always see the same female characters who fell in love with different people, of course, in different films. Forgive me, I can't remember those superstars' names but they are always got their perfect impression from me. I mean, the appearance. They are lovely, cute and maybe living in a dream of a man, possessing good body shape and line which is my most jealous part. I am clear that they make very great effort in every moment of their true life. I've got a point that I need to come back to my real life and stop writing kinds of stupid words. Nonsense, just a way to keep my cell phone stealing my time again, that means I can focus on something. I am not a kid any more and not an immuture adult definitely. Sometimes I just cannot focus on something I want to achieve, caused by my great ambition. Then once I cannot make it, mobile phone is only one thing which I will blame for. WHY not blame for your wake self-control? Yeah, perhaps, I will think about it another time.