Where I live...

Where i live, it is a small town called Madrid (like the capital of Spain), it's near next to the Bogotá. I love live living here beacuse because there aren´t many people, there are grass and trees, it is so quiet.
And i think (that) there is less problematic. In the capital, it must always run for everything.
The only thing that I hate don't like in here that here such as there aren´t a university and now i have to travel move until to there.

"toast for birthday" ... I don't understand its means

My bad day - I fail today!

21 years old, be about to graduate college, I am in a stage which isn't obvious in my dream, my passion, my future job, love and some problems of my life.
Today, I received a Toeic certificate with the bad score out of expecting and it's lower than my friends one. Due to my laziness and not knowing to manage time, I failed!!!! I hate myself extremely now!
Today, I see my close friend better than me very much, from many relationship to job opportunity. Both I and she have the same departure, the same level, the same age, the same passion and skill, but she is faster than me, have more facilities than me and know how to keep opportunity. So, up to now, she has win (for me, at this time). I always feel that she's lucky, and Neither do I. But I must re-think, the reason why I fail and never stop trying. In my country, there are a sentence that "you fail when you stop trying" and "Failure is mother of success" (my English's not good). So, I beleive that I can catch her and better than her in the future, I am not let myself stop trying!
Today is my bad day :(
I am unhappy...

I wanna sleep more and more.... But I must get up to do many things which I need do for a new day and approach my goals!!! 

noone can sleep forever :))) Despite life's dificulties, I still want to sleep. That's also way to relax after stresses