August 19th Since I came back to Japan, I've been so busy. One of my grateful moment and saddest moment came in together, so I guess that I still not understand what happening to me. The grateful moment is having second nephew. Yes I already have my first nephew who is two and half years old. He is really energetic and active kid, so I sometimes getting to tired to chase him because he runs very fast. Otherwise, my second nephew is seems like shy boy. I meant that he is really quit, he is usually sleeping, so I think my sister could relax to care of him than when she had to care of my first nephew. However, when I arrived in Japan, I heard my lovely dog has a kind of illness and that became serious day by day. I was so anxious to see my dog and I really hoped he could getting better because I finally here, close to him. But, unfortunately he passed away. We went to dog clinic specialist again and again, but his body had problem when he stayed at the clinic. It was sudden his doctor said. Now I still have to care and play with my nephews and care of sister and mother, so I've been spending busy days but I'm sure when I feel relax without any house work, I always remember my dog because he was not just my pet. He was my best friend, father, brother, knight, prince, teacher, doctor, and counselor. Every various moment, he was be with me to share the feeling. So now I sometimes really lonely but I believe that he was literally kind and loyal dog, so I guess he is be with me now and forever to even I can't see him. Love you Rasshy.