Hi Andrea, The only time we use the word "beamer" in the United States is to describe a BMW. We do not use "beamer" to refer to a projector. That is just a projector. There is a word "beam" which means when a light is very bright, or the sun. There is an option on vehicles to turn on the "high beams" meaning that it is a brighter setting on the headlights. "Wow, the sun is really beaming down today!" "It's so dark, I need to turn on my high beams" The word "beam" can also describe a long pole that is used as part of a building. I have also heard someone use it in the sense of "His smile beamed" meaning it was really bright and happy. Let me know if you have any other questions! :) This is about all I can think of.

My Sunday 19_01_19

My day went was very busy full. How Since today is my last day of vacation, I organized my things for work tomorrow work. My desk was very tide  messy and it was with all of my papers. It was hard but I won did it.

Your word choice like "won" was okay but I don't know if that's what you wanted to say to be quirky. I also feel like when you said 'my desk was tide" you meant tidy - but I feel like you meant the opposite. Since you used past tense, I'm assuming your desk wasn't tidy but then like you said, you got it organized for work tomorrow. I hope this helps! 

I had to start buying my own food and paying my own bills. D:

Learning a new language by yourself

I am learning English by myself. It's hard when you are learning a new language by yourself, because sometimes you get lost. You don't know what to study. There are so many topics and it makes the learning process harder. If you are learning a new language by yourself and you also feel like this sometimes, please let me know and share with me what you do in order (this is ok but it sounds too wordy, its unnecessary) to overcome this. Thanks.

Not bad at all :). I am also learning a language by myself right now (Russian) and it does feel this way sometimes. I took classes for 1 1/2 years so I feel like I had some structure. Now, I just read through textbooks and follow the themes of the textbook, and if I don't understand I will use my grammar books or other resources. It is really important to have more than 1 source of learning, so all the different explanations make sense to you. Good luck :)