Personal reflections

I've started a little discussion with myself about my routines during the COVID quarantine.

First of all, I've started to analyse my actual routine, then I've admitted that even with the best intention <s>id </s> its hard to change or even improve <s>our </s> a habit. We're habit animals, habit is a solution emerged during thousand of years of evolution, habit safed our life in the savannah.

Normally our days <s>is</s> are conditioned by great constrains by external agents, our daily or more correctly weekly routines are the outcomes of years of "evolution". Now in this suspended time, most of the external constraint <s>is </s>has fallen, and we have the opportunity and the duty<s> to stop to waste our time </s> to stop and waste our time/ to stop wasting time (here I am unsure of the meaning you want to convey). I've tried and I fail.

I need to admit, I'm a lazy guy but, my Honor I've my generic <s>mitigation </s> mitigating circumstances. I have got a family with 3 kids, John Jerry, and Jake Doe, and last but not least my wife. I'm glad to have a big, for the recent Italian standard, family. They fill your life, they <s>could</s> give you unexpected gifts.

But time is the most scarce resource, they literally fill your life, some times you need to fight to keep a room for you.

And in the time that you saved for yourself, you need to be immediately productive, for a lazy guy <s>for</s> like me it is very difficult, I need time to do nothing, I need time to waste time. I know it's very selfish, especially in this tremendous (unsure if this is the word you want here) time.

My company made me a furloughed worker, this <s>does it </s>means that it's requested that I do nothing, but I'm used to doing things <s>analyse </s>for the last twenty years. Its not easy. I blame myself but I'm not a home guy, I don't like housework. I collaborate, I clean, I cook, I Clean, I follow my children but I need to do<s> even </s>other things.

Don't take me wrong I love taking care of my children, nothing makes me happier or <s>pride</s> more proud than my children. Teachers are used to recognizing that they have an edge, they go beyond what <s>they propose</s> (is expected?) , it's clear that they (who? teachers? if you are the teachers then I would say "we") have grown up in a challenging environment, that my wife and I built during <s>this</s> these years.

Excellent job

Songs to Relax

What is your music taste? Researchers have found that ants like listening to classic music. Some people feel more relaxed when they listen to their favorite song be it rap, rock, pop, reggae whatever. The so called eclectic people have different music taste. I suppose it is mostly based on their daily mood. Heavy metal for stressful days. Some rap for inspiring days. Pop? Reggae? No, thanks. Recent studies have shown the type of song you listen to impacts directly on the way you think. For example, if you like listening to rock music while you do your homework you will more likely have a hard time trying to concentrate, but of course it works differently for different people. I personally love listening to music while I'm studying. Metallica, Megadeth, Iron Maiden, 2pac, Dre, Biggie are confirmed names on my playlist. Ok, but what if you like some music playing as you do your thing but you get distracted with it? Well, here's a light at the end of the tunnel. The research has also shown that people only happen to get distracted listening to songs when they know whats being said. Therefore, if you don't speak Korean for example why don't you listen to some K-pop? Anyways, as long as you don't understand the lyrics of the song your concentration will be fine.