10 expressions

1. Things don't always turn out the way you planned.

2. I didn't see that coming

3. How hard could it be?

4. That's a nice color on you.

5. Are we all in this together? (Or: Are you in?)

6. What have I done to deserve this?

7. Would it kill you to call?

8. Once a cheater, always a cheater.

9. You can not have your cake and eat it too.

10. There is no such thing as a free lunch.

Getting a job

The truth is, it's not the time to get a job for me. I still have almost a year and a half before I'd need to get a job. 
A lot of companies want people to have a lot of specific skills when they find workers to hire.
Every job seeker is in the same situation. They are not able to get a job and start their career because companies have been looking for job seekers who have specific skills. We have no place to start a career and find a job for new university graduates.

I'm not sure whether I have a passion for something. But the obvious thing is I enjoy learning languages, even though I wasn't majoring in a certain language. My major is food engineering.

How would I combine my major with my interest in languages?
To be plain, I'm not very good in English yet to explain my goal. I still have a long way to go, and I really want to get there. 

I think I am now an intermediate learner in English. I have not taken the TOEIC exam yet.

However, I got interested in different languages, such as Chinese, Japanese and Portuguese. Even though I am not good in English, the English culture and language seem interesting and fresh. I'd like to learn more about them. 

My major differs from my interest. 
Therefore, I have no idea about the route I should go into.
What kind of jobs suit me?

I have been thinking about what direction to take, moving forward.

A while ago, I had lots of thoughts about my future.
So I wanted to write down about my troubles. 
Thank you for reading my post^^

[Well done! Good luck in your studies, RYU. May you find a job that matches your interest.]

Responsibility

These days I am very afraid of ruining the project in which I am involved. I have a huge responsibility in this project and many things are new to me and my company. Basically, we haven't worked together. It is a new team. Also, working with foreign workers is very challenging for us, and I am the one who is in charge of managing this foreign worker team.

It seems like everything in this project is prone to chaos. We don't know exactly how to run and establish this type of finance digital system, so many things are improvised and that makes a lot of fuss. I am not sure this will succeed.

Many unexpected demands have surfaced, so the schedule has been delayed a lot. But still, we are not sure for there will be more requests or tasks to be done.

Basically, the process is not smooth, and that is the problem. I expect something about the schedule and the job, but when that is changed, we would find unexpected things that needed to be done every time.

The unexpected changes upset and tire us. Usually, when something works well, no one blames each other even if there is something wrong. But if something doesn't work well, we have a tendency to blame someone who seems to be making a lot of mistakes or jeopardizes the project. I am afraid I am the one who would ruin the project.

I don't know, so I work well and do the best I can.

>>Good writing! Good luck on this project! It seems the pressure is high, but it will be rewarding if things work out.