I miss you , my Papa I left my hometown and went back to work after finished the Spring Festival holiday.  New year，new beginning, new vision, new hope. Everything was going well. Was it true?  春节过后，我回到我所在的城市工作。新的一年新的希望。 一切那么美好。可是现实却那么残忍。  Before long, I received the call from my father. He told me he was in hospital.  回来工作不久接到爸爸的电话， 他告诉我他住院了。 There was a dark patch on his pulmonary MRI，it might be a lung tumor. The doctor advised him to have an operation.  检查出肺部有阴影，怀疑是肿瘤。医生是建议他做手术．  On the phone he sounded relaxed and tried to comfort me not to worry much about his health. At that time, I thought he would be fine and the operation would save him.  电话那头爸爸的语气很轻松，反而安慰我不用担心。那时我认为手术会让爸爸好起来。 My father spent almost two weeks in hospital after the operation then went back home for recovering. Only a few days later, he felt unwell and went in hospital again. 爸爸手术后在医院住了大约两周，然后出院回到了家里恢复。 可是几天后，他却感觉身体不舒服又重新回到了医院里。 The doctor advised him had a chemotherapy treatment or went home when he was getting better. 在医院调养了几天，他感觉稍好。 医生建议可以做化疗也可以出院。 Do or not to do？ It was a serious problem. Chemotherapy can have bad side effects: anemia, bleeding, constipation,diarrhea,fatigue, hair loss, infection, loss of appetite, mouth discomfort,nausea and vomiting and nerve changes. Do? We really worried about his condition. But if not, how should we do? Finally, we decided to accept the doctor’s advice tried to have a chemotherapy treatment. 做还是不做化疗？ 这是一个很严肃的问题。 化疗会带来很多副作用。我们都很担心他的状况。但是如果不做，那么我们可以怎么办呢？ 最后，我们决定接受医生的建议--做化疗。 He felt well after the first chemotherapy, had good appetite and looked in the pink. My mother and I were relieved to be back home. Check regularly is still needed. He could have the second chemotherapy in 20 days if there were not bad side effects happened. 化疗之后似乎没有什么大的反应。 胃口也挺好的，精神状态也不错。我们都很开心的出院回家了。 定期检查是必须的。医生说如果没有太大的副作用发生，20天后可以做第二次化疗。 to be continued