I am have been very upset recently.

Since the holiday started, my life has become more boring. I began to have a crush on playing on my mobile phone. In addition to the time to learning English online, I spend almost all other of my time playing on my mobile phone.Today my eyes to see are real blurry.So I am worried about what should I do.

(When you are writing about how you have been feeling, it's best to use past tense words such as "have been" instead of "am" because you are talkin about the past. You can use present tense words to describe how you feel right now such as "my eyes are real blurry".)