what is my aim 我的目标是什么 what is my aim? i do not know,do your know? when i graduate from university,i found good job is so tired,and simple job give less money.I abandon my speciality because i do not like it.i went to a CO which is do the aircraft maintenance.Job is easy,and money is also so easy(low).But i get a interest with vba when i handle with office application in this cop. i get deep learning with it and afterwards i turn to learn the web develop by myself. Now i resign from that company and complete my web application which have some function like a so little MRP. When i put my web and my idea to my friend who is work in it area,he tell me "you are old" .I think why! i am only 27 years old. He tell me chinese IT people who write code is 20-30 years old.if you don't do themanagement position,your future is darkness.Because you have less energy than the people who is 20-27years old,and next you need to marry,if you don't have enough money,get marry is difficult(maybe i think you are not enough handsome),and you also don't have face when you meet your relation and friend. i know so many friend like this around me,and i think they are kindness. so what is my aim,learn a skill which i like it.May it just interest for me,maybe it can't give me any money for me. Maybe i should to do something i don't like,maybe i should get marry next year and get a child and live aim for him.Maybe i should to tell my relation i have money i have resource and i can help you.So a lot people will contact me after i get this aim. when i don't have aim,some people will tell me to do something,because all the others is seek the aim ,maybe money,maybe relationship.People push people,if you stop,many people will leave you.So,if i prepare to seek some aim,i must drink wine(when i drink wine,i will become to red people from face to feet),i must speak some i don't like,i must to action like a little boy. What a tangled life. So,i decide to do something,and i will lose something.But it is truth. i know i have written a bad article.