What should I say?

Well, actually, I must say my English is poor. It is so poor that I cannot even understand what I say. In fact, I can write good essays or articles with literary grace and humor in Chinese. But when I do it in English, it really makes me mad.It`s boring, can`t get point, I mean my paperwork. It`s awful because I plan to study abroad. Of course the very first choice is England, unless I can speak French fluently. In fact, that also in my plan. So that`s all. Thanks for reading or not reading. Thanks for your patience and help.

Good job! You're doing great, so keep trying to learn English!

We are all weaved from contradictions

My mind has a rather strange property. I have a lot of jobs, more than I can chew. And nevertheless I can't refuse when I'm offered another. After all I tell myself off, but it's already too late.

Meetings

Today is a meeting day and I have to write many reports for my Manager, also and put all my records at day. I don´t sleep very well. I feel tired and my eyes are swollen and red. Maybe I don´t had shouldn't have watched the match yesterday in the night and I can´t see who win, hahahaha. Well, I have such work, I'm going to do that.

Use of phrasal verbs: A terrible day in the office

That day of John's was terrible. (Or say this: John's day was terrible) When he went into his office, he discovered that the Board of Directors wanted to do without of him and that he was destined for had to find another job. So he saw the dream of a his life came come apart, and the work that he always dreamed of doing was thus given to another technician. He bawled out his boss, because he backed out their agreement and did not take his defense.
While he went down the stairs, he perceived that heard one stupid colleague laugh and pick on him. In a first moment At first, John tried to brush him off, but then he turned around and said him something of little nice not nice, making understand him which made him understand (getting across to him?) that he was only a poor asshole.
Disappointed, he left the office and went back at home.

Good job! I wasn't sure how you wanted to say some things, so I changed it to what I thought sounded right.

This is the corrected story:

John's day was terrible. When he went into his office, he discovered that the Board of Directors wanted to do without him and that he had to find another job. So he saw the dream of his life come apart, and the work that he always dreamed of doing was thus given to another technician. While he went down the stairs, he heard one stupid colleague laugh and pick on him. At first, John tried to brush him off, but then he turned around and said something not nice, which made him understand that he was only a poor asshole. Disappointed, he left the office and went back home.

An italian despereted desperate student.

Hello, im Roberta, I'm 16 and I'm at the begin of the second year of high school. I'm in a scientistic scientific high school but I'm not really good at it because I don't really like it, so i decided to change; I wanna go to a linguistic high school. I love languages; my dream is to travel the world and so i thought to make my dream a job doing some jobs like being a tour leader, interpeter and stuff like that. I will be paid to realize my dream! I don't know what to do because im afraid to change my ideas in the future and after a liguistic diplome diploma you cant do anything you want. Im so confused!!! what I have to do??? What should I do?
PS. after correcting me, if u want, can u help me to choose?
love from italy!

Roberta, good job! If your dream is to learn languages, you should go to a linguistic school. You should follow your dreams. If you aren't happy with what you are learning, you won't be happy in your future job. Hope this helps. :)