What should I say?

Well, actually, I must say my English is poor. It is so poor that I cannot even understand what I say. In fact, I can write good essays or articles with literary grace and humor in Chinese. But when I do it in English, it really makes me mad.It`s boring, can`t get point, I mean my paperwork. It`s awful because I plan to study abroad. Of course the very first choice is England, unless I can speak French fluently. In fact, that also in my plan. So that`s all. Thanks for reading or not reading. Thanks for your patience and help.

Good job! You're doing great, so keep trying to learn English!