Brrr, I almost give up

I wanted to learn English by myself through reading the native books of America. But I found that it's a little hard to for me. “Treasures” is a series of books that is are the primary school students' textbooks. Although it's the 6th grade book, to tell you the truth, Iit's really difficult.
Brrr, I almost give gave up.
I'd like to know how does everyone study foreign languages. And what will do you do when you want to give up?

I'm looking for a correct way to learn English

I love English. I've studied it from the 6th grade of the primary school. It has been more than ten years already. But I'm still not a good English speaker. I don't know how to express a lot of things. There were are many people who were are studying Chinese on TV. They could can say Chinese fluently after studying it just for several months. That's amazing! I always think that I am stupid. The only one thing I'm proud of myself for that is my pronunciation. I say speak Ameican English. Please forgive my poor English. Originally, I wanted to express many things but I don't know how to do it. I'd just like to know how to study English. Thank you.^_^

A letter

I am happy that you can do exercise every day., I couldn't believe that you have deers everywhere., iIt is amazing. The Michigan lake is really huge., wWhen I saw the photo at first, I thought it was a sea, then until I knew learned it was a lake. I think you are enjoying your life in your hometown., I am very happy. You have a big, and nice house, so working in the garden is really a great work. I hope I will have a small garden in the future. But it seems impossible because of there are so many people in China, and houses is are becoming very expensive. But I still hope maybe one day. Hehe.

My Day

Well, my day was amazing because the boy that who I like, looked at me today!! 

(You can also leave out the who and simply write for a casual tone: ... the boy I like...)

Sleepyhead

I think that I must get up early every morning. But these days I have gotten up late in the morning, these days. Furthermore, I 'm feeling feel sleepy throughout the day. Why do I get up so late? How can I get up early? Anyway I will find a new way to get up early.
Anyone, who knows about the a way. P please give me the way. (Suggestion: Anyone who knows a way, please share.) Have a nice day!

I'm back! :)

These last months I've been very busy doing all the formalities for the obtention attainment of mi my university degree. I've also been busy with some big family issues, such as, like the death of my grandfather, the visit of my uncles, and more events not programmed (suggestion: "not planned" or "unplanned" instead of not  programmed) in my agenda. Not to mention my work in wich I've been very busy at my work due to some structural changes.

Now I'm more relaxed until next year in which when I will have some plans to accomplish. do. So, I want to use this time to improve my English by practicing, above all, for mi my reading, because I want to learn new words, and also improve my writing.
Thanks for reading this. me.
See you! :)