Obviously, I'd write sad songs or complaints. It would be so amazing to be rich thanks to my opinions about the world and men. Coming back to my original question, I think one method for not thinking about someone could be writing in English. In this way I can keep being stupid because I know that I should give time or space to someone who doesn't know that I exist, but, at the same time, I can practice my English ( but I reject the idea of publishing a book or songs about my "teenage breakdown"). I don't like feeling so weak, and I am so practical with my friends about "teenager questions" ("Sara, why should I stop texting him?" "Because you know that he doesn't care about you"). It is so easy when it's about other people. I am the queen of the advice, but when it's about me I turn into the weakest girl in the world at 15 years old over the first date. I hate this situation and I think when I start writing, like I am now, it is so helpful. I don't know why. Writing lets my brain breathe. When I am so nervous that my head hurts, I start writing and it's like the doors of my brain open and I finally can "breathe". I was thinking that maybe another good method could be  to stop thinking so much. We can't have power over everything and sometimes we need to let go of other people, even if sometimes you need time and even if you have known this person for a long time (so it becomes a routine - writing about this person). If someone leaves, another person will come. I am just scared of the unknown. Who isn't?

Writing when you are sad: the best method!

How is it so annoying is it when people have power over you? Do you have any methods for not thinking about this person? Why is it so difficult to forget someone? I read on Google (and Google never lies), an article where a psychologist said that we choose to give power to people. We can't blame anyone, it's just our fault. You can't say to someone "You are ruining my day!" or "you make me sad" etc, but instead "I decide to be mad", "I decided you can ruin my day". It is easy, isn't it? Well, not really.
Sometimes it is just difficult accepting that we are not enough for someone. We can't be the number one person for everyone we know. Parents have a favorite child too (I know I am not their favorite, because we have different personalities. and My brother is more friendly while I am the grumpy one). But why do we sometimes we want so badly to be the number one person for someone who doesn't want you as you are? Why are we so dependent on this kind of "relationship"? Why do we choose one person and not another? If I was a good singer, I could write a lot of songs and be famous and rich.