How do i do now ?

Recently, i feel so bad. I have a boyfriend who is working in Beijing, and I am Iworking in Shanghai Sometimes, I feel so far away. We are just calling each other. Sometimes, i feel so weird. I don't know whether he is my boyfriend or not. Now i feel so tired. When i feel tired, he's not around me .When i need suppoort and encouragement,  he's not with me as well. Due to this problem, I asked him to come to Shanghai, and find a new job. He agreed at first, but until now he's not yet taken any action to find new job. Now I feel tired and don't know what to do.

How do I do now ?

Recently I feel so bad .I have a boyfriend .Now he  works in Beijing , but I working in Shanghai ..Sometimes it feels so far away ..We have just calls .Sometimes I feel so weird ..I don't kown weather he was my boyfriend. Now I feel so tried ..When I feel tried he could't around  he is not with me .When I need suppoort and encouragement he he is not also could't around with me . Because of this problem which I tried to ask him to come to Shanghai and find new job . He agrees .But now he still doesn't have taken any actions to find new job . Now i feel tired and don't know how do i do  what should I do ?

It's a really funny paragraph. I wonder whether you made so many mistakes on purpose or by accident. However, no one would misundertand you. This is interesting.