Good morning from California Stella! Sorry you are feeling uncomfortable. I know how it is working two jobs and trying to save for your future while going to school. It is very tough but it sounds like you are a motivated individual and you have goals for yourself which is great! I think you will do great on your test if you make the time to study and practice more. It is difficult studying in your house with family members around but I try to study at a time when I know they're out, sleeping, or I'll go to a park or a friend's house if I can. I'm happy you get to take a nice trip to South Korea to unwind and I'm sure when you get back you will hit the books and get back on track with your dreams. Good luck! :)

Feeling uncomfortable..... :(

I'm feeling very very bad today.
I am not sick, just emotionally feeling bad because my home is very different from how I am now. 
I had dreams to immigrate to Australia after a few years and decided to stay in Japan as my first and last year of working and experiencing Japan in my life. To accomplish my dream, the first thing I should do is study more to get a high score on the IELTS test but I always end up watching TV instead of hitting the books. I actually do not want to watch TV while studying but I do not have my own room to focus on my studies and shut off the noise. Since I live in an apartment, when one of my family members turn on the TV, the sound distracts me and I generally watch TV and spend too much time on solving one question or reading the whole article. I know this is a really inefficient way to study... There is no public library near my home nor a cafe. I do not have a Japanese driving license so I am not allowed to drive away to find a place.
I have an English test this Sunday but I haven't reviewed that much. Hopefully I pass the exam and am qualified to take the next level examination. Time is running out....

I have struggled so much with my second job. I can't tell exactly what I want to do but I would like to have my own business no matter how small my business is, I really want to try to earn a profit with my idea. I have checked so many things on the internet but not all answers are on the internet. Of course I need funds at the beginning but I can't run out of my savings for now because I have a trip to South Korea next Monday. I am just going there to chill and eat tasty food and relieve stress. Since my savings is a very little amount I dont have enough money yet to spend on business.. I feel very uncomfortable being in this situation.....

Today my notebook is very negative but I am usually very optimistic.
Thank you for reading. I am sure that I will feel better when I wake up. Good night everyone or good morning to people who live on the opposite side of earth. Have a wonderful day.